Only some 4 days left for the master admission exam.

  Every morning when I enter the library, I'm so anxious, anxious to know if he has already been there. Seeing his usual seat  empty, the very thing off my head is: perhaps today is the first day I will spend without him; perhaps from this moment on, I shall never see him again...

  Every moment could be the one that he disappears from my life. 

  Being this close to my lover, I have no idea of what to do to let him know the fact that I love him. Yes, I do love him.

  The only thing I can do now is catching glimpes of him as much as I can. Try my best to photograph every scene of him in my mind.

  Perhaps from now on, I have to learn how to get used to and endure the days without him.

 

  When Napoleon married Josephine, he gave her a golden lock as marriage gift. Inside the lock there is an inscription, saying "DESTINY" . Yes, destiny! It's destiny to let him fail in last year's admission exam; It is destiny to lead him to come into the library and to sit by me. It is destiny to induce me to fall in love with him. What a big joke if destiny lead me to love him, and then let him away from me...

 

  Lin, without you, how can I breathe?

  Lin, I'm so much in love with you!

  Lin, Ich liebe dich sehr viel!